Kafka the cockroach5/15/2023 ![]() ![]() Call me deluded, but it's harmless, it makes me happy. I don't care if she is a roach or if she is "imaginary", the love is real. I know she is not "real" per se, but in my head she is an actual personality. ![]() In the 5 years that have passed since this topic was posted, I decided to stop fooling myself and I just committed to the love of Ogtha. ![]() That is what it was like with me and Ogtha, but instead of a hologram it was just my imagination. You might think of the scene in Blade Runner 2049 (which my original tifu predates by the way) where the main character makes love to a prostitute, but his hologram girlfriend kind of holograms over the body of the actual person, so he can "pretend" he is making love to his hologram. It got to be I could not perform with an actual partner unless I pretended they were Ogtha. Whenever I would engage in private pleasurable deeds (if you know what I mean), I would imagine in my head vivid and elaborate scenarios with Ogtha. Eventually I concocted an entire backstory and personality for this "imaginary" roach, who I named Ogtha. The gist of the backstory is that ever since I was a teenager I have fantasized in my head of making love to a giant roach, a roach the size of a person. 5 years ago I submitted the story of me telling my then-girlfriend that when we made love I was envisioning her as a giant roach: ![]()
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